Song 15

22 April 2012 7:47am

Everyone says it wasn’t real
That for me you didn’t feel
And I know they are wrong
As you said you love me in a song

You were forced to leave me behind
It is just for now or for all time?
I have faith and I have strength
When I believe the reasons you went

And you will be back in my life
You’ll be happy as my future wife
It’s just time that has to pass
Can we make this love last?

So day by day, I work to get a stance
To solve the tyranny of distance
To colour my world ready for you
Whilst I wait for just one – you!

Song 14

21 April 2012 3:16am

It is just one day on
It seems too long
Since I saw you
Looking forlorn

Your face was so sad
Your eyes were red
The pain you felt
In stomach and head

You had to choose
A tough thing to do
And let me know
Break me in two

Its just one day on
From seeing you last
Last time ever
Putting you in the past

My every thought
Is of your sweet face
Of your being back
Back in the right place

By my side
Back in my life
I’ve said it before
You could be my wife

How can I wait
How can I live
Without you here
With the love you did give

Send me a sign
Send me some hope
One chance for the future
Some way to cope

I love you so much
I really care
I need you baby
I need you here

Beside me honey
Beside me sweet
Your sweet mind
Would make me complete

Fill all my buckets
Everyone overflows
Love would conquer
The universe knows

Things happen for a reason
We believe this is true
If you are not the one
Then I’ll be eternally blue

Song 13

21 April 2012 2:58am

You chose him over me
That’s the way
It was always going to be

I chose you over her
And that was always
Going to occur

And now you’re a pair
And I am a spare
Waiting for you until eternity ends

I can’t tell you this
It wouldn’t be fair
We made a pact
Our love not to share

And it hurts so much
Every hour
It’s eating me
That is it over

I promised my love
And to come if you call
You listened, understood
Giving no hope at all

One part of me
Wants you to be
Happy with him
A bigger part
Needs you to leave
And in time be mine

You gifted me a song
Adele’s One and Only
If it were true
I would not be lonely

I found my soul mate
No other can rate
No other will do
I can only love you

And being alone until
The end of time
Waiting for your heart
Is that a crime?

For a time in your arms
I would gladly pay
The rest of my life
The rest of my days

Will the universe allow
Will the heart still care
Will I be able to
Sustain love here

I can’t share with you
Upset your life
And I still desire you
As my wife

And the question remains
Will you two last
Can he forgive
The hurt of the past

Can he trust
And be intimate
Knowing you loved me
For only a bit

I want you to have
The best heart in the world
I think that’s with me
Yet I can’t prove that girl

Oh what a mess
My heart if on fire
My mid is a spin
My life is a mire

Time will tell
And hope is my friend
One day I will know
One day the waiting will end