Song 13

21 April 2012 2:58am

You chose him over me
That’s the way
It was always going to be

I chose you over her
And that was always
Going to occur

And now you’re a pair
And I am a spare
Waiting for you until eternity ends

I can’t tell you this
It wouldn’t be fair
We made a pact
Our love not to share

And it hurts so much
Every hour
It’s eating me
That is it over

I promised my love
And to come if you call
You listened, understood
Giving no hope at all

One part of me
Wants you to be
Happy with him
A bigger part
Needs you to leave
And in time be mine

You gifted me a song
Adele’s One and Only
If it were true
I would not be lonely

I found my soul mate
No other can rate
No other will do
I can only love you

And being alone until
The end of time
Waiting for your heart
Is that a crime?

For a time in your arms
I would gladly pay
The rest of my life
The rest of my days

Will the universe allow
Will the heart still care
Will I be able to
Sustain love here

I can’t share with you
Upset your life
And I still desire you
As my wife

And the question remains
Will you two last
Can he forgive
The hurt of the past

Can he trust
And be intimate
Knowing you loved me
For only a bit

I want you to have
The best heart in the world
I think that’s with me
Yet I can’t prove that girl

Oh what a mess
My heart if on fire
My mid is a spin
My life is a mire

Time will tell
And hope is my friend
One day I will know
One day the waiting will end

Sleep

12 March 2012 11:24 pm

Drifting off during the day
Awake in the middle of the night
My mind is not okay
My heart is not right

Thoughts of you surround me
I’m supposed to be stepping back
What will the future be?
In which direction should I tack?

Loyal playing in my head
Dave is leading our hearts
However the words we hear
May suggest we should be apart

Gabrielle sings rise again
Building bridges her advice
Without you I think I’ll go insane
Is she telling me to be wise?

Your face is front of mind
Your singing is echoing in my ears
Your words ricochet around my head
Your love melts my heart
I don’t want us ever to be apart