Song 15

22 April 2012 7:47am

Everyone says it wasn’t real
That for me you didn’t feel
And I know they are wrong
As you said you love me in a song

You were forced to leave me behind
It is just for now or for all time?
I have faith and I have strength
When I believe the reasons you went

And you will be back in my life
You’ll be happy as my future wife
It’s just time that has to pass
Can we make this love last?

So day by day, I work to get a stance
To solve the tyranny of distance
To colour my world ready for you
Whilst I wait for just one – you!

Song 14

21 April 2012 3:16am

It is just one day on
It seems too long
Since I saw you
Looking forlorn

Your face was so sad
Your eyes were red
The pain you felt
In stomach and head

You had to choose
A tough thing to do
And let me know
Break me in two

Its just one day on
From seeing you last
Last time ever
Putting you in the past

My every thought
Is of your sweet face
Of your being back
Back in the right place

By my side
Back in my life
I’ve said it before
You could be my wife

How can I wait
How can I live
Without you here
With the love you did give

Send me a sign
Send me some hope
One chance for the future
Some way to cope

I love you so much
I really care
I need you baby
I need you here

Beside me honey
Beside me sweet
Your sweet mind
Would make me complete

Fill all my buckets
Everyone overflows
Love would conquer
The universe knows

Things happen for a reason
We believe this is true
If you are not the one
Then I’ll be eternally blue

Song 13

21 April 2012 2:58am

You chose him over me
That’s the way
It was always going to be

I chose you over her
And that was always
Going to occur

And now you’re a pair
And I am a spare
Waiting for you until eternity ends

I can’t tell you this
It wouldn’t be fair
We made a pact
Our love not to share

And it hurts so much
Every hour
It’s eating me
That is it over

I promised my love
And to come if you call
You listened, understood
Giving no hope at all

One part of me
Wants you to be
Happy with him
A bigger part
Needs you to leave
And in time be mine

You gifted me a song
Adele’s One and Only
If it were true
I would not be lonely

I found my soul mate
No other can rate
No other will do
I can only love you

And being alone until
The end of time
Waiting for your heart
Is that a crime?

For a time in your arms
I would gladly pay
The rest of my life
The rest of my days

Will the universe allow
Will the heart still care
Will I be able to
Sustain love here

I can’t share with you
Upset your life
And I still desire you
As my wife

And the question remains
Will you two last
Can he forgive
The hurt of the past

Can he trust
And be intimate
Knowing you loved me
For only a bit

I want you to have
The best heart in the world
I think that’s with me
Yet I can’t prove that girl

Oh what a mess
My heart if on fire
My mid is a spin
My life is a mire

Time will tell
And hope is my friend
One day I will know
One day the waiting will end

Song 27

29 March 2012 5:28am

Can I cuddle you to sleep
Into a sleep so deep
Your dreams will be sweet
As I cuddle your heat

Your body is so gorgeous
Your mind so hypnotic
Your soul so deep
Your movements erotic

Travel

27 March 2012 11pm

Jim Stynes is dead
That’s what I read
Today we start
To play our part
In living our best
In chasing without rest
To pass the life test
And move to our destiny

Breathe, think, act
Forget the fact
You must live for you
To your heart be true

A baby is born
Imagine no scorn
In their life ever
No bad feelings ever
And we get to choose
Why choose to lose
Ignore those bruises
Stop with excuses

Breathe, think, act
Take a new tack
The cards are stacked
Get your life back

Sleep

12 March 2012 11:24 pm

Drifting off during the day
Awake in the middle of the night
My mind is not okay
My heart is not right

Thoughts of you surround me
I’m supposed to be stepping back
What will the future be?
In which direction should I tack?

Loyal playing in my head
Dave is leading our hearts
However the words we hear
May suggest we should be apart

Gabrielle sings rise again
Building bridges her advice
Without you I think I’ll go insane
Is she telling me to be wise?

Your face is front of mind
Your singing is echoing in my ears
Your words ricochet around my head
Your love melts my heart
I don’t want us ever to be apart

Searching

22 January 2012 11:54am

I watched you go
It all happened so slow
Like a scene from a movie
A title I don’t know

Many windows to look at
No idea where you sat
Like a plane departing
Never looking back

So I’m searching the skies
Trying to read between the lines
You’re gone into the clouds
Yet the call of you is still loud

Keep safe as you go
Time is going too slow
Like slow motion in the films
From a title I don’t know

Nine is the number
Of times to slumber
Til your back here again
The project trip rhumba

How can a heart expand
Without coaching in hand
Like a love song
Looking for a band

Song #4

11 January 2012 5:56am

She smiles and I melt
She laughs and I feel
The power she holds
Is she real?

She walks and heads turn
She talks and men listen
The power she holds
Is she real?

Beautiful blue eyes
That sparkle surprise
Then go sultry and quiet
Her mind reveals little

Why do you feel so good?
Why do I want you?
Is it for just now?
Or for all years?

Song #2

10 January 2012 1:38am

Can I stay with you tonight
I want to cuddle by your side
I need your breath close by
Before the night has to fly

Until we know this is forever
Around our friends it’s like whatever
We will be patient and calm
To minimise for others any harm

When we say goodnight
We will put on a nonchalant show
Keeping the depth of feeling
Hidden until private revealing

I will come to you if you call
In your room just down the hall
I will worship you and give you love
Wrap you in a cocoon of warmth

So let me be with you tonight
I want to cuddle by your side
I want to smell your perfume
within the solace of your room

I know that you I can’t own
You are a precious gift on loan
Loaned from your family for time
And I’m here to make you smile

So for a special moment
Absorb my positive vibes
Reenergise, refocus, live
Before you return to lead your tribe

Thank you for your friendship
Thank you for being a part of my world
I only want the best for you
As Adele said. Too!

The moon shone down
But not on my town
For I am far away
Only 2 hours away

Time has relented
The room has been rented
Can I stay with you tonight
I want to cuddle by your side

Song #3

10 January 2012 1:35am

Only 6 more sleeps
I miss her heaps
She fills my mind
Like fruit on a vine

Just 5 more sleeps
Rolling in the deep
Adele is signing
My heart is yearning

Sleeps are now but four
Nerves are raw
It will all come in a rush
Sleep now baby – hush

Three more nights
Til you’re in my sight
Beautiful as the sea
Smiling back at me

Sleep twice and I’m there
With growing fear
That something will have changed
Or being together can’t be arranged

However I know that the bond
Can be strong
If given time and togetherness
We can be friends or more
Of this I am sure
For first and last we’re soul mates

From 24 days now it’s 24 hours
Being close is within the universe’s power
Its going to happen very soon
Tomorrow – Tuesday at noon

So many sleepless nights
Now to have a night with you
And the funny thing is
I won’t want to sleep again